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After much thought and research, I have decided to give this up.

I am becoming a Buddhist.

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I went shopping today.

Bought some shorts.

Guess what size.

Abercrombie & Fitch.
00

Perfect fit.  I didn't have to suck in, or force my ass in, or hold my body in a certain way so that the leg holes wouldn't squeeze against my thighs.
They were perfect.
A double zero.

So why wasn't I happy?

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So he told me last night that he's eventually going to feel like he wants to get married and start a family with someone.
But I'm not that someone.

That sucks.

I think I need to make some friends...
You ladies who read my blogs:
Do any of you live in or near Pennsylvania?

reshanna.sexton@hotmail.com
add me on windows live messenger.

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Day 3

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Days 1 and 2 of ABC went as follows:

1	500				Coffee
						3 packets Splenda	0
						1 tbsp Coffeemate Sugarfree Hazelnut	30
						1 tsp Nescafé Taster's choice instant	0
					Egg White Omelet
						70 g Mushrooms	15
						96 g Egg Whites	46.5
						127 g Tomatoes	22.3
					Total		113.8
2	500				Coffee
						4 tbsp Coffeemate Sugarfree Hazelnut	120
						4 tsp Nescafé Taster's choice instant	0
					Total		120

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I am hopeless.
I'm so close to giving up.
I keep asking myself what's the point of going on.
On answers, I've been coming up short.

Someone bring me a miracle.
Save my life.

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